Trigger Warning

This blog contains repeated, graphic and highly disturbing posts regarding extreme cruelty, childhood sexual abuses, torture, and talk of being prostituted as a child. Please Read with Awareness and Caution. High Trigger Warning at all times. This is the safe place for me to write about all the horrible things I was forced to keep secret. I will hold nothing back.

Sunday, September 24, 2023

Intergenerational Incest in my Family

I decided to make an impromptu chart to show the incest in my family that I personally witnessed and was victim to.
As far as I can tell, my great-grandmother, who emigrated from Prussia near the turn of the century, brought the cruelty of incest from her home country to Grand Rapids, Michigan.
I can only imagine who sexually assaulted great-grandmother. I wonder how far back, how many generations passed on incest and sexual molestation to their own children and grandchildren.
Before I started remembering my grandmother sexually abusing me, I had never heard of grandmother to granddaughter incest. I even naively tried looking it up online but all I found were pornography sites. Really?
In looking up incest statistics, I know that stepfather-stepdaughter incest is most common followed by biological father-daughter incest.
However, the underreported brother-sister incest may be the most common. I'll do some more research on these statistics that are obscure and best guesses.
The chart shows me and the relatives who violated me. That's a good place to start this blog.

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